Cause and Effect

Unlike most people, I am not so sure that the one always follow the other.

I have no proof, and cannot have proof that will ever convince anybody.  How will it be possible to convince anybody that I needed the proof, so it was created for me?  No sane, logical person will ever be convinced.

Just because I have done this myself, and realized what happened, do I know that this is true.  Anybody can do this, and I do believe that it is happening the whole time.  We are all changing history, rewriting it in our memories and in others', and it is not unchanging as everybody assumes.  Unfortunately I have no way of convincing you, as it is nothing more than just a theory of mine.  One I believe in, mostly because it fits in with a lot of other views and theories I have, mostly also unproven.

Have you ever had stuff just falling in place, so smoothly that you only realize the chances against it happening in that way specific afterwards?  I always believed that you influenced events as they happen, that you 'stack the odds' in your favour because you need a specific outcome.  Now I think/wonder if things are not set in place, because you need that specific outcome.  Things change, in the past, to suit the required outcome, making it the logical conclusion.

I first started thinking about this because of some 'inconsistencies' in my memory.  Small things that suddenly differed from the way I remembered them.  Things that bothered nobody else, because they are so insignificant.  The colour of a ball; the name of a generic product; the exact wording of a sentence in a book.  Something that indicates significant changes in the world around me, but may just be a mismatch in my memory, two memories getting mixed up, creating one new, wrong memory.


This may be all that is happening.  This may be all a figment of my imagination.  For now, I choose to believe that it may be true, that it is the way the world I live in, that I believe surrounds me, is working.  For now, I may be completely misguided, living a delusional life, believing the same type of crap I sneer at privately when people share their beliefs with me.

Can we all be right?  Are we all creating the world we live in in our own twisted little brain, having only the faintest resemblance with the 'true' world out there?  I wonder, and try to imagine it.  Can you?